Merry Christmas!

Christmas Eve I got very sick. Probably had something to do with the drinking the night before. I may have still been drunk when I got to work... I tried to eat a couple pieces of pizza for lunch, but did not manage to keep them down. I threw up in the bathroom at work and again in the car, all over myself. I had to go home and change, but that was a big plus because it meant I could smoke a bowl and feel much better. I made it through work feeling pretty shitty. We went to a Christmas Eve dinner with all the other folks at the office for some Chinese. A tradition for them, this was my first year so I was excited to be a part of it. I took one bite of WHITE rice and started sweating buckets and feeling dizzy. I threw down some cash, said Merry Christmas and bolted. I slept basically until 6pm the next night. 

Dawson came over for Christmas night so we wouldn't have to spend it alone. He brought a bottle of wine and pizza rolls. Classy. :-) I had a couple Patron margaritas and he had a couple white russians. We attempted to watch The Jerk, but spent most of it talking. We have a lot of fun together and have similar viewpoints. We talked about atheism for a while and Richard Dawkins. He saw my bong and asked if he could have some. :-) This made me very happy! I brought him the vape since he doesn't do it often and I wanted it to be as gentle as possible. Dawson has a girlfriend of 2 years and he claims they're splitting the first week of January. I don't believe him. But I still felt like I should seize the day. We did a bit of fooling around and it was pretty fantastic. He couldn't keep it up... :-( This happens to me a lot. In fact, I would daresay with every man I've been with he's had some issue. Most of them prematurely ejaculate and then apologize profusely telling me they just couldn't control it because I was so attractive. Then there's this problem which makes me feel muuuuuch worse. He thought it might have been the weed or alcohol. I just said it was probably better we didn't anyway. Things ended fine. He texted to thank me and eluded to a next time. I hope he doesn't think we're going to date. He's only a temp. I can't get too attached.