Friday, March 4, 2011

Manic depressive

So add that to the list of medical issues. The doctor thinks I'm bipolar n after reading up on it... I think she's right.:-( she's given me mood stabilizers n while I think they help I still feel all kinds of Fucked up n outa control.

Car

So I slept in my car again Tuesday night. I picked up some guy at a bar n tried to drive him home, but got incredibly lost n just stopped to make out n fell asleep in the parking lot. Then Wednesday I went to houlihans after the fringe meeting to wait for a boy to get done with work, but I hot a little too drunk n got massively lost on the way to his place. I gave up at some point n ended up falling asleep in a parking lot. When I got home early the next morning I realized I had taken my jeans and underwear off. I'm pretty positive that was because I had to pee very badly. Last night I went out to get a burger n some guy started buying me drinks I couldn't say no too. At some point on my way home I stopped on a residential street n parked n fell asleep. I'm guessing again because I had to pee. The thing is I don't totally remember doing this which is pretty terrifying...

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Sleep

I really need to stop sleeping in my car....:-( I get back to it n realize I can't drive cuz I'm too drunk so I just curl up for a few hours n then get moving in the early morning. Is this weird or crazy?